Hey Kenshin, how very sad to hear of this.
I hope that this heartfelt openness from Darren brings the right response from his client base and modellers in general.
The only mitigation I can offer Darren is from seeing the numbers of visitors to model shows falling this year, that also means others must be finding trading somewhat difficult too.
Sincere best wishes to you Darren, you deserve better than this mate.
Paul.